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August 18, 2005

MAGICAL BLOG-RANTING TRANSGIRL ALEXIS!!!!1!

Trillan won't connect to AIM. This has me annoyed, athough I really don't know why. Who the fuck is going to be on to talk to me at 4:20 in the morning? Not anyone who's not me, really... actually, maybe Draco-kun. I think I'll check.
Anywho, I was going to talk about the stupid Napolean Dynamite shirts at Kohl's, but then I felt like I got too depressed for it, but now I'm feeling like I'm not quite as bad, so I guess I will.
Blah, Draco is offline. *sighs*
Anyway, at first, they had the Napolean shirts, and I'm like "Okay, that's cool, it's popular and such..." But they kept getting new ones... and each one had a more retarded quote/reference from the movie on it... making Tater Tot-based shirts is not really very Napolean-related. It's just kinda retarded... Just because a line was in a movie, don't put it on a shirt... please...? It's getting a bit ridonculus.
So Chris-person was amazed about the whole me and the whole... going to school (blah... how and I going to pull that off... seriously...) and the whole... doing ad set at the same time... The whole conversation was short and whateverish, but then, of course, as I do, afterwards I drew the conversation out in my head and was brutally honest with Chris-person... in my head, of course... in a very casual way... and that, of course, made me think about the truth behind those truths and that, of course, made me depressed, which I was referring to earlier. I have a date for the therapy, now, but it's in October, so I gotta keep on truckin' for awhile longer, I suppose.
Hi, Tol. If you're reading this. Heh.
I feel like I'm not spending enough time with Brer... then again, this week of mostly-relaxation I'm spending more time with my friends than I have most of the summer... but... I dunno... he makes me feel... so happy I get depressed because I don't think I should be allowed to feel that happy or if I'm that happy that means I'm somehow making him UNhappy... which are lies, I suppose, but they certianly do depress me... so then I end up just wanting to hug the crap out of him and it all gets really retarded instead of me wanting to spend the time with him that I was wanting to spend and then it all feels like I wasted it even though he doesn't think so and I really wish I wasn't so weak so I could just have fun in times like that. But I care about him too much to pretend I'm happy... so it's not a option, I suppose...
Someone make me a "Magical Truthsaying Bastard Spidey!" PSP background. Now. Or give me a picture to fiddle with and make it myself.
Goodnight.

Posted by poetfox at August 18, 2005 04:32 AM

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