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July 26, 2006

Aftermath of "The Talk." Quick summary, it didn't go well at all.

So yeah, watch that. It's good. Everything else in this post is kinda angsty and depressive talk on my part, so feel free to just go watch The Amazing Screw-On Head and be happy and not read it.


So yesterday went really shittily. I can respect their decision not to help me out on most grounds. I mean, it's a big investment. But it feels like they're rejecting me, like I'm not welcome here. I'll just have to finish up college as quick as I can and move on... there's not alot more I can do at this point. I'll try to bring it all up again sometime, to slowly try to break them down, but it doesn't feel likely that will happen. I can show them all kinds of things, but they'll talk it away... I just feel angry and betrayed and not wanted... and the worst part is, I often THINK I'm not wanted, and this is just adding vaildity to my stupid pointless thoughts... anyway, you know, I'll probably be hiding moodily up here for awhile, though if I can think of a good reason to get out, I should... I wonder what people are doing Friday night... Spants said there's some Coldsnap out, we could do a minidraft...

Posted by poetfox at July 26, 2006 05:10 PM


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